Sharing My Soul

Sharing My Soul
I had a great connection with many new friends at Mana contemporary open studio.
I shared my life stories and some people were very surprised that I couldI be so honest about myself. I said, I have to admit, this is a very difficult thing , not easy at all. I have been through the darkest time in my life this year.While I was in the middle of a painting, I faced all of the darkest and most beautiful parts of myself . I almost lost my mind ,I walked on the edge of death. But I conquered my fears and succeeded. I read the story of my soul, , that is also why I can share all of me . I no longer have anything to hide.
在Mana現代藝術館開放我工作室時,我和好多朋友有非常深層的連結
我分享了我人生的故事。有人會很驚訝為何我能過如此誠實的看待自己? 我說,我必須承認這真的是件非常非常非常不容易的一件事。因為我今年經歷我一生最低潮的時刻,我在作畫的過程面對了我所有過去最黑暗也最美麗的自己。我差點承受不了失去理智。我經歷了死亡的邊緣。但我戰勝了、超越了,因此我閱讀了真正的自己,也才能在這裡袒露所有的我。毫無保留
Being an artist I always felt I had to be very pure. I felt I needed to be like a goddess in a way. Why? Because that is how society think artists should be . Either very saintly , or very crazy , Wild , alcoholic or many lovers....
身為一個藝術家、我一直抱著必須要很神聖、必須要表現的像仙女一樣才能稱為藝術家呀。為什麼會有這樣的想法?因為社會對於藝術家的刻板和傳統印象,藝術家要不像聖人一樣,要不然就是要非常瘋狂、野蠻、愛喝酒或很多愛人....而以致於當我面對真實的自我自己時,好長的一段時間我感到必須隱藏其他部分的自己。
Then I realized , yes I was lost before, I hurt others and myself. These parts of me look dirty but they are all part of me. The kind and pure part of me are also me. I have desire, and yes I am also content. The world is not just black and white . There is no real angels and demons.These are two sides of the same coin.All the things we thought “negative “- fear,jealousy...all lead us to the place where we want to be.
但我才發現,我曾經迷失過,我也曾經墮落過、我曾經傷害過他人和自我。但這所有看似骯髒的我也是我。而那善良純潔的我也是我。有慾望的我,喜愛世界的我。全部都是我。這世界沒有真正的非黑即白。沒有真正的天使和惡魔。因為看似負面的恐懼、嫉妒...都是帶領我們成為真正想要成為的自己。帶領我們朝向愛與希望。所以這世界沒有善與惡。而是兩面存在同一個硬幣。
We are all born to suffer, but we need to find the beauty in the suffering .All of my art , no matter what form it is, Is all based on the same philosophy.
人生來就是苦的。但我們要從苦中找到美麗,這是不管我的畫從以前的現在不論什麼形式,但同一個道理。
I was so surprised that most people could really understand my story. I couldn’t believe that two little girls they could understand as well...Many new friends were moved and

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